Gots a New Look

Radiate skyline gfxThis site has been long overdue for a facelift, and here it is… finally!  I’m sure there will be bugs to work out since it’s running on pretty much brand-new everything, so if you find any problems, please let me know.  It’s definitely still a work in progress.

Hey you techy & creative folks who read this: Got any good suggestions for how to make it better?  My initial next steps are fixing the About page, changing some of the category names on the menu so they make more sense, and retagging/recategorizing a whole load of posts I wrote before I even knew what tags were.

(credit where credit is due: thanks to Jcrocker for the great Chicago skyline photo I blended into the header graphic)

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And here I thought I was just lazy

So it turns out that perhaps the reason I can no longer concentrate or think deeply is not because I’m preoccupied and undisciplined, but because I’ve googled my brain into oblivion (or maybe it’s a little of both).

I recently heard an interesting interview on NPR with Nicholas Carr, author of The Shallows: What the Internet Is Doing to Our Brains. Over a period of several years of increased internet use, Carr noticed a decrease in his ability to concentrate on books or long articles. In his words, “The deep reading that used to come naturally has become a struggle.” In the interview, he states:

“Neuroscientists and psychologists have discovered that, even as adults, our brains are very plastic. They’re very malleable, they adapt at the cellular level to whatever we happen to be doing. And so the more time we spend surfing, and skimming, and scanning … the more adept we become at that mode of thinking.”

And the converse also appears to be true: we become less adept at deeper, one-track modes of thought. Maybe this is old news to you. We’ve all heard similar stories—in the interview, Robert Siegel brought up the “Sesame Street is destroying kids’ attention spans” theory as one (questionable?) previous iteration—but what really caught my attention about Carr’s version of the theory was his use of the word “contemplative”:

Carr argues that even if people get better at hopping from page to page, they will still be losing their abilities to employ a “slower, more contemplative mode of thought.” He says research shows that as people get better at multitasking, they “become less creative in their thinking.” 

If what Carr says is true, our constantly connected, inseparable-from-technology lifestyles are actually making our brains worse at contemplative connection with God and worse at thinking in creative ways that image His creativity.

I’m not planning to become a hermit or a techno-apocalypse proponent… I’m just wondering what affect all this multitasking is having on my soul.  At the very least, Carr’s arguments highlight our deep need for practicing contemplative disciplines like silence, meditation, and spiritual listening. I also think it calls for a shift in our habits and lifestyles—I think if I only turned on my computer when I needed it for something, I would find myself surfing and multitasking far less. And I think it would be worth it.

And yes, I am aware of the irony of my blogging about this.  Ha!

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The Way Up Is Down

I’m writing a series of daily Lent meditations for our church (and whoever else is interested).  If you’d like to receive one each morning, you can sign up on our church’s home page at http://www.aplacetoconnect.com (in the left nav bar) or snag a RSS feed from the REP blog at http://rep.aplacetoconnect.com.  The first day’s meditation is below.


Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. -1 Peter 5:6 (NIV)

Have you ever wondered what the word ‘Lent’ means? It comes from the Old English word lencten, springtime.  A closely-related Old English word is lengan, from which we get our word ‘lengthen’. The days are getting longer; spring is just around the corner; the frozen earth of winter is about to warm and thaw. But Lent is really about a deeper kind of thaw: the warming of our frozen hearts. It is meant to be a time of preparation for celebrating the resurrection of Jesus. Lent is a time of sharing, even in some small way, in Christ’s sufferings so that we may also experience the power of His resurrection (Philippians 3:10-11).

The way up is down. We must humble ourselves before we are in a position to be lifted up by God and experience joy in the free, overflowing life to be found in Jesus.

Would you pray this prayer in preparation for the journey?

The Lenten season begins. It is a time to be with you, Lord, in a special way, a time to pray, to fast, and thus to follow you on your way to Jerusalem, to Golgotha, and to the final victory over death.

I am still so divided. I truly want to follow you, but I also want to follow my own desires and lend an ear to the voices that speak about prestige, success, pleasure, power, and influence. Help me to become deaf to these voices and more attentive to your voice, which calls me to choose the narrow road to life.

I know that Lent is going to be a very hard time for me. The choice for your way has to be made every moment of my life. I have to choose thoughts that are your thoughts, words that are your words, and actions that are your actions. There are not times or places without choices. And I know how deeply I resist choosing you.

Please, Lord, be with me at every moment and in every place. Give me the strength and the courage to live this season faithfully, so that, when Easter comes, I will be able to taste with joy the new life that you have prepared for me. Amen.
(prayer from Henri Nouwen, Show Me The Way)

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Roadworthy & Stigtronics

Roadworthy's electric guitar roomThis week I spent some time in Bloomington, Indiana (home of IU), and stopped by one of my favorite music stores, Roadworthy Guitar & Amp.  One of the things I love about Roadworthy is that they always have interesting stuff in the store — usually they have some guitar, amp, or effect I’ve never heard of, some of it vintage.  Last time I was in the store, I saw a pedalboard full of custom effects by Stigtronics.  I didn’t have much time, so I asked about them, but didn’t play them.  This time, I already had my amp head (Stulce SA-10H) and cabinet in my trunk, so I got to try out the pedals with my setup.  All I can say is… wow.

The story goes (all secondhand information, BTW) that the owner of Stigtronics was an electronics repair guy who began modifying effects pedals (Tube Screamer conversions, etc.), got hooked, and started making his own effects.  They had a whole pedalboard full of his effects at Roadworthy, so I got to mess around with a bunch of stuff.  The Electron Drive sounded fantastic with my amp.  From what I’ve heard, it’s kind of like a modded Fulltone OCD design.  I found it to be a very musical distortion, full of beautiful overtones and depth.  Definitely worth checking out.  I wish there were more info out there about these pedals so I could link to some audio clips, but I guess you’ll have to wait until I get my hands on one…

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Photos from Pennsylvania

Some photos with the new (to me) camera…

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'Tis The Season Video

Since I’m way too busy during the holidays to write an actual post, here is a video that pokes fun at how busy and distracted we are during the holidays.  Oh, the irony.

We showed this as part of our Advent Conspiracy sermon series, which challenges what Christmas has become in USAmerican culture.  Thanks to Tanya for acting, Jackie for script-writing, and Kenneth for manning the microphone boom!

Advent Conspiracy is a movement promoting a different kind of Christmas, one in which we give presence, not presents.  You can find out more about Advent Conspiracy at their website, http://www.adventconspiracy.org.

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The desert or the oasis

This video became intensely personal for me at about two minutes, when Bell talks about inviting people into a life we are not living.  Every worship leader (really, anyone in “church work”, whether volunteer or paid) has felt this way during those weeks when everything is going wrong, every moment has been spoken for, and there is no end in sight.  We push through, only to arrive at our worship gathering anxious, exhausted, and uncentered.

The problem is that for many of us, these moments have become a way of life.  I know I’ve been there.

Most of us have heard talks or read articles about how to lead worship honestly from a place of surrendered brokenness, and we have heard something similar to the following: Moments of feeling completely overwhelmed are inevitable.  Fighting for joy and surrender in those times is critical, and crawling toward God in the midst of those things becomes itself an act of worship that will blossom into joy.  That’s all great stuff, and it’s true.  Those moments can center us and result in worship.

But the hard, unlovely fact of the matter is that for the most part, my times of exhaustion have not been God-ordained valleys I’ve had to struggle through; they have been self-inflicted deserts I’ve entered through overcommitment and spiritual malnourishment. Bell’s assessment is moving for me precisely because it has described me at different points in my life.  I’ve had to find ways of overcoming my own tendencies toward desert living.

One of the practices I have found is the “divine hours” or “daily offices,” which are essentially fixed-hour prayer and meditation.  I’ve only been struggling at it for a few months now, but already it has been one of the most difficult — and rewarding — disciplines I have practiced.  I suspect that this is because it provides opportunity for both spiritual centering and healthy daily rhythms if practiced consistently.  Also, the sort of prayers (often Psalms) used in these books are so different from my habitual prayers that they cause me to look at God, myself, and life in a different way.

If you’re interested, check out The Divine Hours trilogy by Phyllis Tickle and/or Celtic Daily Prayer by the Northumbria Community.  The first I picked up at my brother/friend Aaron’s house (I’d call him my brofriend, but that just sounds shady), and the other I stumbled across on Amazon.  I’ve found that the mixed use of both has been most beneficial for me.

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